Burned

When will I learn to not play with fire? I always get burned, and yet, I do this to myself. Okay, God, PLEASE HELP ME TO BE SMART!!!!!!! Help me to learn from my mistakes. Help me to just say no to matches. I do not want to be this girl. I want to be the Bride, not the dummy. I want to be the girl who don't need a lot of money because she can sleep on the beach, catching oceans within reach, whatever private ocean we can conjure up for free. I want to stumble there with you and I want you to be laughing close with me, etc. whatever. I Guess all I really mean is that I WANT TO BE ALRIGHT. I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES TONIGHT. I WANT TO BE ALRIGHT.

Lord, help me to be good and great and fine.