Read All About It...: May 2010

Monday, May 10, 2010

Every New Day

Every new day is an opportunity to make something new and to change one's self. I don't want to be complacent or stagnant. I want to be a living, breathing, creation that will bring glory and joy to the world. Despite my failures, despite my selfishness, despite the areas where I am weak, I will continue to thank God for all of the blessings He has provided me with.

It's so easy to be human, to complain, to submit to the world's desires, to allow things to be all about me, myself, and I... But I don't want to be that girl. That girl can sit in a corner all alone and cry herself to sleep, for all I care. The woman that I want to be is loving, helpful, is slow to anger and thinks before she speaks. She knows who she is, and she does not worry about the future because she is secure in the plans that God has for her.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

So Ya Had a Bad Day?

I kinda hate that song, but I've definitely had a challenging day. I won't go into details because I'm too much of a wimp to come face to face with my negligence and stupidity. I just want to run away from it all. I wish I had just one suitcase One little suitcase so I wouldn't have to accumulate so much JUNK.

I like a boy, but I think his passion for me has died. I know that I should probably not be involved with these kind of men, and I should be waiting for my William Wallace. Where have all the decent men gone????

Monday, May 3, 2010

Burned

When will I learn to not play with fire? I always get burned, and yet, I do this to myself. Okay, God, PLEASE HELP ME TO BE SMART!!!!!!! Help me to learn from my mistakes. Help me to just say no to matches. I do not want to be this girl. I want to be the Bride, not the dummy. I want to be the girl who don't need a lot of money because she can sleep on the beach, catching oceans within reach, whatever private ocean we can conjure up for free. I want to stumble there with you and I want you to be laughing close with me, etc. whatever. I Guess all I really mean is that I WANT TO BE ALRIGHT. I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES TONIGHT. I WANT TO BE ALRIGHT.

Lord, help me to be good and great and fine.