Crazy Little Thing Called Love

As I mentioned in the previous post, I have a boyfriend now. And it's hard not to be obsessive about it. I like this man a lot, sure, but it doesn't necessarily mean marriage, does it? Anything could happen. So I have to remember to put God first, above everything, even though I like being in a relationship. This thing called love really can make a person crazy, so having a sound mind is important. I don't want to squelch the passion out of a relationship, but at the same time I don't want to be irrational and without caution. While I have opened up my heart to this, I still guard it with fierceness. I admit that I love this man, but I do not know yet if I am in love. I can't put all my eggs in one basket yet, can I? Plus, marriage is a long ways off, at least three or four years away, and so for now, I will say that I am guarded, but I do love.