You've Got Mail

Online dating.  I signed up for it, and I still don't know how I feel about it.  I think I should maybe give it up because I spend too much time, looking, searching for some sort of connection out there.  I mean, I don't even want to get married right now... but I have to admit that I'd like a boyfriend.  It would be nice, I think.

Can online relationships really work?  Perhaps if two people are in the same city, maybe.  I mean, I found my roommates online, and they're great.  But can love really work that way?

I think I want something more.  Something extraordinary... or perhaps I don't even know what I want.

Sleep Deprivation

So I'm supposed to do a scene where I'm a new mom of two week old newborn, and my assignment is to not get any sleep.  I think I'm accomplishing that assignment with great success.  Last night I was up because of food poisoning, and tonight, well, I'm just up... talking with Quinn, amongst other things...

Weight Watching

Since joining weight watchers, I think about food all the time.  And I am hungry all the time.  I don't get it.  When I don't care about my weight, I don't seem to get hungry.  Or perhaps I'm not aware of my food intake, and so my stomach feels hungry even if it isn't because it's all psychological.

All I know is that I'm hungry right now.  And I want to eat, but I know that it's bad to eat so late at night.  But I will probably end up eating anyway.