Much To Everyone Else's Happiness

Colby and I are no longer an item. I won't go into the details of why we broke up, but I am very doubtful that we will end up together. We are still talking, which is good. It's my first real break up, and it hurts a lot more than I imagined, but I must say that I am taking it better than I thought I would. We still talk to each other on the phone and over video chat, and I think that we will be friends, despite our differences.

The tour has been very good lately. I've been getting along with everyone very well, and it has helped me feel more confident and positive.

I've learned a lot, in these past six months of exploring life outside of the comfortable bubble of my conservative breeding, and though there may be nay sayers who would look down upon my actions, I feel as though G-d has really been with me through the ups and downs, and has allowed me the freedom to experience new things. Falling is not the same as failing, and maybe I am sadder, but I am also wiser.